cute and fun

so, this is my second blog written on company time (different company this time). i'm waiting for calls to come in at the phone room, and it's a little slow right now. before you judge: my supervisor's on myspace. i'm allowed to blog.

i actually get this now. i can do this job and keep all the crap straight in my brain, and while i do have to ask questions every once in a while, i think i'm getting a lot better at trusting myself with finding it out on my own. and i guess that doesn't really sound like such an accomplishment ("she can sell tickets!!!"), but if you knew how intimidated and nervous i was the first day i sat in this office, you'd realize what a tremendous achievement my being comfortable with this is.

i talked to gilmore yesterday. he's playing rugby again, and got in a fist fight (that resulted in memory loss and a giant slice on his back) at the cal game last weekend. i really wish he'd take better care of his head, because i want him around for hang outs when we're all back home. talking to him made me realize how little i actually do to keep in touch with people i adore from home. i never talk to zoe or denis or gilmore (until last night), and the only time i talk to shiza when we're both at school is when she's freaking out about something way minor. i should send them all letters about how much i love them. that would fun and also way cute and then everyone could talk about how cute and fun i am.

how cute and fun would that be?

more later, when i get back to the apartment after the flying squirrel meeting.