"whatever you do! don't!"

i spent last night at claire's. i ate some really good tofu and drank a few glasses of wine and got way sleepy really early. that probably has more to do with the fact that i got four hours of sleep on friday night (post-drama) and very little to do with the vino.

i have to work at noon, so i have an hour at the apartment right now. i'm drinking peppermint tea and waiting for my various electronic devices to charge. both my phone and my ipod ran out of battery on the walk home from claire's this morning, so the walk was torturously boring. i hate being in public when i'm half awake and feeling gross. i guess it's good that it's sunday and no one was walking around at 9 am.

i rediscovered shania twain the other day. i found an old, beat up cd in my room after the massive cleaning. there's not much to that story, except that i realized that she really, really enjoys exclamation marks. some song titles include, "man! i feel like a woman!", "whatever you do! don't!", "if you wanna touch her! ask!", and "rock this country!" someone's excited.

today, i'm going to buy my books, and spend far too much money on texts i won't really care about. awesome.

even though it was a few days ago, and i told myself that all i needed was to separate myself from the situation by time, i'm still so confused about how it imploded like it did. actually, no. i know exactly why it happened. what i mean is that i'm disappointed that i couldn't make it work. i'm confused about how i failed to stop it from imploding.

classes start tomorrow and that couldn't be better for me.