i'm disgusting

there was supposed to be a big apartment 111 hang out tonight, but mad and andy were busy, so dan and i ended up going out for thai food, and then sneaking into the olive garden without a reservation, so that dan could get dessert half-off (with an employee discount). i also forced him to buy me lots of champagne and white wine, which i was supposed to drink with mad tonight, except that she's still at coffee bean doing physics homework. it's very sad.

i'm super exhausted. this week really drained me of any and all energy i might have had on monday. i don't have class tomorrow, and monday is a holiday, so i'm going to let this weekend act as a kind of detox. until i have my second behavior and learning midterm on tuesday. awesome.

i might also have a sty on my left eye. i have never in my life had a sty. my lower eyelid really hurts and is a little red, and while not very noticeable to anyone else, is making me crazy. i hate when i have weird body issues. i'm too much of a hypochondriac to be ok with stuff like this. plus, isn't a sty something a five-year-old child gets? it's my own fault, because i don't really make a point to wash off my eye makeup like i should. i guess that makes me disgusting, and therefore, at risk for disgusting eyelid infections.

gross.